When you say.

When you say
You love me.
I wonder
How many others too.


When you say 
You miss me.
I wonder 
Who is lying beside you.


When you say
You want me.
I wonder
How many more to satisfy your greed.


When you say
I make you complete.
I wonder
How incomplete you still feel.


When you say 
I am your life.
I wonder
How many lives you must live.


When you ask 
How much I love you.
I wonder
If infinity counts.

Take Away.

Take away the tears that a child cries,
'coz a mother has left him.
For she can't show a bastard to the world.
Her once loved man has left.


Take away the hurt a lover hides,
'coz the other half no longer stands by.
He has found another.
Her once loved man has left.


Take away the worries a mother endures,
She must bring up her children.
Protecting them from the tales.
Her once loved man has left.


Take away the hatred a son subsides,
Tormented by the bullying of judging eyes.
His father no longer provides.
The once loved man has left.


Take away the fear a wife buries,
Soon he will return leaving all senses behind.
Feel the power of his hand on her soul.
Her once loved man has left.


Take away the shame a woman disguises,
Her body is sold to the abusive kind.
A brother benefits the filthy money.
Her once loved man has left.


Take away.
Take away.
The once loved man was once on their side.

Leave me

I'm not strong.I'm tender.
Fragile and weak.
Leave me is all you do.
Just like yesterday.Just like tomorrow.


I'm not composed.I'm broken.
Soft and hollow.
Leave me is all you do.
Just like night.Just like day.


I'm not happy.I'm dark.
Void and full of need.
Leave me is all you do.
Just like him.Just like you.

Desires

I lay,
Feeling the softness,the warmth,
Of what I lay on.
Oblivious of the desires others ached for.
Innocent desires.Simple desires.
Desires that cost nothing,
But worth a million.
Desires I may never dream of.


An orphan longing,desiring,
To feel the warmth of parental love,
That once he had but now begged for.


A soldier longing,desiring,
To entwine hands with his lover again.
Under the scorching sun for eternity.


A crippled longing,desiring,
To feel the rough tar under his feet.
Feel the friction as he runs again.


An enslaved woman longing,desiring,
To break away from the dirty humanity.
To smell the free air again.


A son longing,desiring,
Build a roof and feel the closure of a wall.
His parents sleep on the highway.


For hours I lay.
Enjoying the warmth of what I lay on.
Ignorant and helpless to the desires,
The dreamers only dream of.

Don't

Don't promise me a bright future,
When you don't see me in it;
Just fit me in for today.
Don't hold my hand,
Only because I asked you to;
Just walk beside me.
Don't captivate my mind,
When you rather be elsewhere;
Just return tonight.
Don't whisper love in my ear,
When it is clear bull shit for you;
Just don't utter goodbyes.
Don't blind me to your faults,
When you intentionally repeat them;
Just do it behind my back.
Don't leave me today,
When it is just too late;
Just lie to me and stay.